The Better Of Two Evils

Hater call me bitch
Call me faggot, call me whitey
But i am something that you'll never be.

That's right. I am something that you will never be. Even if i am scarred, battered or even murdered, there will never be anyone like me.

Yea, though i have walked through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil; For thou art with me;

What can be more fearsome than a man's determination? Body can be crushed, spirits can be bought down. But determination is something that will exist, even without a body.

U will never understand what it is like to be me. U will never understand how come all the sufferings will make one stronger. U will never understand that misery taught one the value of happiness. U will never understand that why they say love triumphs all while hate destroy all.

Hail Satan! Ave Satanas!

Thoughts about "there is always a solution for everything"

When i heard people saying that "It's okay. There's always a solution for every problems." I wonder whether there is really a solution to every problems.
Look at cancer patients, AIDS patients, there might be medicines for them but solving the problems? Maybe in the near future but there is none right now. But some of them refuse to give up and carry on living, tough decision.
And finally, i come to a conclusion that there really IS a solution for everything. Death. Whether u end it yourself or it just smack right onto your head.
After you died, everything ends. Maybe you have people missing you or maybe not, but it's never your problem anymore. When you died, you are reduced to nothing. No more problems, no more tough decisions to make, no more headaches about what to eat, wear and who is going to clean up after the dog. After you died, your time stopped, the whole universe end.
Those who thinks that suicide is running away from problems, think again. Do you even realise how much courage it takes to end your own life? How painful it is to come to that decision? When they chose suicide, they also know that they will die alone and not with the whole family at his/ her bedside. There is a lot of different ways you can run away from problems, but choosing to end one's own life is never ever running away from problem. It solving them using an alternate solution.
There are always people whinning about "what about his parents, kids and wife/ husband? They are so upset about it. He throws everything back to them." Aren't you guys family? Shouldn't you help each other? Maybe his/her death lightens up the burden? And if the deceased really give a fuck, would they go kill themselves? Lolx~
Killing yourself ain't easy. The last resort to every problems..